It seems like yesterday (seriously it does) that Bubby was born. I remember seeing my first and only son for the very first time. He was a gift and I held him tight and I kissed his precious skin. I heard the angels sing, as I had with all 3 of my girls, but perhaps this time they sang just a little bit louder because he was unique and I knew that he was my last.
Perhaps I should be sad that he was my last seed and that he threw me in to early menopause ensuring that I would never have another. But oddly, I was/am not. He filled the fourth chamber of my heart and I will forever be grateful that I got one more chance at motherhood. And that I finally got my blue eyed, blond haired boy. My angel on earth. He has the kindest soul, the most beautiful heart, and the most loving personality of anyone I have ever had the pleasure of knowing in my life. And he's funny and quirky in every sense of both words.
This little man is a blessing and four years ago today, my life was changed forever for the good!
Today, my Bubby turns 4. It hardly seems possible, but it's true! He was my planned accident (because B had no clue I was planning him) and for the past four years, he has been the light of my life! He has saved me through dark times, and he has always been my light! He is my love, and I'm proud to be his Mommy.
My only hope is that we will always remain as close as we are now. I hope he will always adore me as much as I do him. Because even when he's 80, this boy will always be my baby!
Happy birthday Bubby! Mommy loves you with all of her heart and soul. Shine on and always be you baby boy! You are amazing and I hope you'll always need me as much as I need you! Life is a beautiful thing when you have wonderful people surrounding you. My life is beautiful because of you! Happy 4th birthday Bub! I still hear the angels sing every time you are in the room!